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Happy 19th Birthday to me - Feb. 1
My birthday is just a normal day for me. Maybe because I’m already 19 and I don’t have enough money to treat my friends so I just stayed at home instead of going out. But before my day, I already decided on going to McDonalds to have some Cadbury Ice cream for myself [LONER] lol! Not really like that. But I just wanna try spending my birthday alone and treating myself instead of treating ALL OF MY FRIENDS, because my money is only good for myself. (iknowi’maloserandselfish) BUT my plan failed! WHY? Coz’ I woke up late and I got lazy going out.
Roll back~~~
Last december or january this year I think (not really sure when), I talked to my PAPA. (In tagalog)
ME: Pa, may nakalimutan ako ..
PAPA: Ano yun?
ME: Malapit na pala birthday ko.
PAPA: Ano ngayon?
ME: Wag na lang ako maghanda ..
PAPA: Di ka naman talaga maghahanda eh.
ME: (mad face) ehhhhh .. Bilhan mo na lang ako ng Camera.
PAPA: Osige. Pagkagraduate mo.
SRSLY. My great great wish for my birthday is a Digicam or anything as long as I can use it for the purpose of my blogging. (so it means I really need a good quality Cam) .. I’m really hoping that my PAPA will grant my wish.
Pero the day of my birthday. I don’t really see any signs that my papa will grant my only wish .. So i was like LUGMOK/LONELY that time. you know tampo-tampuhan .. But still thanks to them eventhough they told me that I don’t have a HANDA in my birthday, Mama still prepare a food for us to have something to eat. She prepared a Spaghetti, Chicken and we just ordered a 2 boxes of Pizza .. They were eating downstairs while me alone in my room and being such a drama queen, I’m really sad and crying. Maybe because I hate expecting something that leads me in to disappointment. Because my mom and younger brother always told me that papa will buy me a camera so i really am expecting to have one on my birthday. But that time it was already 8 in the evening. So i’m feeling hopeless already. After they eat Mama went in to my room.
MAMA: Nagtatampo ka ba?
ME: *DEDMA*
after a few minutes my Papa came ..
PAPA: oh ito na Camera mo. (jokingly giving his cellphone)/
ME: *DEDMA*
PAPA: Maghintay ka lang kasi.
those words brighten me. OH MY. Deep inside I was like. SANA SANA SANA nga meron please before our DAVAO GETAWAY with my friends. Para my Camera akong magamit :))
Nararamdaman ko na yung gutom ko, so bumaba ako at kumuha ng foods. After I ate I still feel sad maybe because I’m still expecting for an another surprise which is from my friends. Because my last birthday they surprise me with 18 chocolates. I know its not right to expect but, errrrr I don’t really know :( So i just make myself busy watching TV.
after a few hours NIKKA called me…
[Another story insert]
mga hapon pa lang katext ko na si nikka. Niyayaya niya ako mag coffee shop. She’ll treat me daw as her birthday gift for me. So I said yes. then she’ll just text me na lang kung tuloy kami kasi that time na sa hospital pa DAW siya with her lola.
Back to the story. Nikk called me i think mga 10pm na yun telling me na na sa labas na siya ng bahay namin with her car. So i rush going outside and then alam niyo kung ano nakita ko? ………. :))
my friends outside our house with a banner *happy birthday Madam Aicy and a drawing of a PIG with its name Glenny Piggy* —LOL and balloons :D
I was so surprise! Akala ko kasi wala na, meron pa pala :D :”“”“>
Ang sweet lang ng friends ko. I ordered for a 2 boxes of Pizza for us. And we watch a video they made for me :”> i love it.
Thank you friends! You never fail to make me happy. You guys are really the best. I love you guys.
Still I ended up my birthday having the smile on my face. Yay*
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